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oh whatever

Thursday, January 7, 2010 |8:08 AM

SO, I planned last 2 months ago, that I won't blog anymore coz I have tumblr, & facebook, & Its pretty much time consuming,BHHHUUUT theen- I miss blogger T___T

anyway.

COLLEGE life is so amazing (i thought), no parents- you won't be pressured to wash your dishes, i mean you can like wash it after a year & no one will scold you, plus,you can stay up all night & having an ATM card lying there is so drooling,and,and! College life have so much free time- & mostly some teachers doesn't care if you are late or texting in class & I thought- It was the perfect thing for me- but THEN it wasn't.

I really had a difficult time coping last semester, I have my laptop, my 24 internet,my allowance,everything is in the right place but besides that freedom- I was in so much trouble.
I took everything for granted.. I stayed up late, roaming around the net,spending too much with my newly friends & I buy this and buy that, & stupid enough to take easy on my studies, and I was always late due to procrastinating & staying up late- & I always compare myself to-who-doesn't care-if- they- fail people
& I was like okay if I failed on this quiz- then better luck next time.

& then I saw my GPA, I wasn't really expecting (eventhough I slack much,) besides everything that I did, I did studied if major exams comes up.I didn't fail though, but My GPA is like so average & It was so nerve wracking to tell my parents about it, I was scared.
& I realized that if this goes on, I dont know what will happen to me- & every negative thoughts that I thought was so scary... I was scared.
SO, there- I slept early around 12 (very early for me) & i tried to change my spending habits, & every thing followed.

TOo much freedom sucks sometimes. ughh.. Now, i kinda miss my family back home T__T

AAAANYHOOOW.

I was supposed to blog about my fave American series GOSSIP GIRL & HOUSE.
but instead I blablablablahh....
Seriously though, to the people who reads my blog, & who spends so much on the computer than in real life, I think you should enjoy more in your social activities, join some sports or do things with your friends & such, be an extrovert person.coz you know LIFE IS SHORT.. LOL, i dont know why keep saying these things, lol.. but YEAH, MY POINT WAS COLLEGE LIFE IS NOT EASY!!
& PLEASE WATCH GOSSIP GIRL ;)
lol..

XOXO