I'm not feeling well today man. I just couldn't understand it coz I've been feeling like I am surrounded by icebergs... It's so cold.~!! X__X

Anyway, my room is such a mess ayt now- *sniff* Thank God my mom is not here..Pheww..
I really have to focus...this isn't highschool anymoreee... err..yeah.


STUDY STUDY!

Erm... pwedeng di muna mag English ngayon?.. hehe kasi nakakatamad mag English at tska di ko rin feel ngayon . Anyway, bukas na ng hapon yung practice namin sa ROLEPLAYING!..
Grabeh kaya- ang rami ko pa nmang lines at yung ka- partner ko dun ..
naku, hanep.!*hehehe* baka dudugo ilong ko nito.. ENGLISH PA NAMAN. mabubulol na naman ako...
KUng pwede lang di ako pupunta, kaso err.. di rin pwede kasi malapit sa boarding house ko yung lugar na pagprapracticin namin.. WALA akong Takas.

Problema lang talaga yung M. na yun, bat ba may mga gwapo?!?
LOL. iba kasi yung pag ka radiant nya-masyadong dreamy. err.. anu ba naman pati ba nman sa blog ..err..OKAY- END OF TOPIC.

Hiizz, naiinis ako- wala akong mapagkwentuhan in person- parang ginagawa ko nang diary to.
poof... Ahmm..

KANINA may nag Hi sakin.. akala ko ako yun, o di nag wave naman ako..
tas yun pala yung nasa likod ko.. LOL. lagi nalang akong nagkakamali dun..Phbbt.
at mamaya mag aaral ako- so wala munang net as possible.

GHE GEH byebye.. magChatCHAt pa ko

GRabeeh gustong gusto ko talaga Prelim namin kahapon!! WHOOO!!
Parang yung mga Prelim exam kahapon madadali kaysa sa long quiz...ah -huh.

NExt week, may Prelim pako sa bang subjects..rawr..sana makapasa akong sa lintik na math nayan,panu ba naman kasi, yung prof. namin... T____T bibigay lang nya yung popsheets & will go like this "OKay, class...study for 20 minutes & we will have a quiz"
para namang..ay naku.. at panu na yung mga bobo sa math?!?
Kaya napipilitan akong mag-aral sa Math- first time talaga..heheh xD
parang recap lang...hahaha..

Anyway, ngayong Weekend may practice kami about dun sa ROLE PLAYING.
huhuhu, natatakot ako dun sa partner ko- kasi naman eh ang gwapo nya..LOL..
hangat-pwede gusto kong lumayo sa kanya kasi pag may tinanung siya sakin-
parang namumutla ako na ewan..tomato face I mean. @__@
WAA! baka mahalata nya- er.. di ko naman siya gusto..talaga..
at by next week din pupunta kami sa town kasama siya- kasi naman siya lang yung may kotse samin- yung sa kanya lang talaga kaya ganun x__x

byebye na..may klase pa ko.
oy, ang ganda ng morning ngayon with all the birds chirping ;)

OMGGGGGGGGGGG!!! I forgot what I was supposed to blog =___=
poof..nevermind.

Currently, my room is in chaos- huhuhu...still couldn't find what I was looking for & and... I dont know what I am looking for- I know it's a paper- but Idont know which kind of paper -- @___@
anyway.

Amm... for these past few days, I'm watching this anime entitled



hehehe, it's kinda funny at first- coz this anime is so so beyond my likings -- meaning... Im not into this kind of anime... so it is so weird for me to even watch this...but ..wait.. I dont know how to really express it since Im not finished watching it-and and... I'M KINDA CONFUSE @___@
coz this GIRL (dont know wats her name) is somewhat annoying and well...admiring at the same time.
WAAA! dont know what to say- if you watch it then you'll know what I mean.
---> READ it in WIKIPEDIA <-----

Actually, I am watching this coz I was curious.
Last week, while studying (lol) in the middle of the night-
I heard someone crying & turns out it was my dormate Jelvy, & asked her why was she crying-- & then there she goes about how she was moved about this anime LOVELY COMPLEX=___=''

so there- hahah..
To be honest... I like the anime, eventhough it's somewhat critically weird.
.but i like it YAAAEEE!!



& I saw this guy again- the look a like of my former crush D.
How ironic, coz I just found out that we are classmates in Filipino 1.
& guess what too?....
He is gay.. yeaahhh..huhuhu T____T
LOL. thank God his not the actual D. phewwww...

WE talked.. earlier in class this morning about our quiz..
Oh- I forgot his name =__=
& i found that his gay coz he acts like one-- I mean seriously I was like
T______T
can't even imagine it...I mean- his so cute to be gay!!!

haiizz... this is depressing @__@
kk.. gtg..
im going to watch LOVELY COMPLEX.

byee!

HELLO! Today is JULY 13th. BIRTHDAY of my friend, STEPHHY :))
EHHE..hehe..! PE BERDAY TO Yah hope ol your wishes come true!
& many many birthdays to come!..TREAT TREAT!! =^^=


STEPHANIE Tabalong is a really very thoughtful kind of friend- I ever ever had&have.
I mean- she has this way of showing her human side to people in a very kind gentle way..
Okay, obtw, Im not trying to be sweet here ;))hehehe... but seriously. WHEN you'll get to know STephhy- you'll be up hearted & she will always be there to bully you around..LOL! jokee
but she does that to me T____T -huhuhu-..LOL.. just keep it a secret..ehehehe :P

People would go like : "oh, she's the most silent type girl."
But believe me-- she's not. SHES so TALKATIVE haha :)) I remembered in our group of friends- we have this intensity of having lots of stories to tell- & she's top of that... & it always interest me =___=''
& she like korean stuff.. & lEE MIN HO x_x

SHe's also very talented in computer stuff- heheh... the one who made my blog :3 hehe..
She's always ready to help everyone..& she have a crush on __________ haha :))

Hmm.. I could fill this blog of mine about STEPPHY STEPPHy.. LOL.
don't know why Im calling her that- its kinda funny..LOL..probably I heard it from Lorraine.. hmmm? o__0

ANyway... WAANNA GREET you my dear friend a Maligayang kaarawan.
& always be happy coz LIFE IS SO SHORT - ANNNDD i mean SHort..
so LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST AS POSSIBLE :) & forget those stupid jerks who pisses you off.
and JA AJA!! ^___________^


I've made this little presentation..heheh..
It was kinda tiring- coz I had lots of bloopers-hahah :))
but its worth it anyway.
& LOL..i know i am doing the "pacute" thing-but eehhehe..no comment.
.... :3 hehehe
Oh I really hope no one sees this man T_____T
I mean except to strangers & friends.
..but people from school?! NO WAY.
they will probably go like this : "WTFF ?!?"
haha..just my theory though. :P

*grins*


















LOL... hahaa..PE BERDAY TO YAAH!
& TO DIANE AND RAICHELLE TOO!!
HAPPY BERDAY YAH ALL..
TAKE CARE & ILYIMY <3

kk.. Im going to sleep now man...
I have 6:30 am class tomorrow..& its MATH! haaaaateeee maath x_x
kk..byebey

OUr Preliminary exam is fast approaching.. I'm always on my note pin to read my notes as possible as I can- but I can't concentrate man
I'm sure my classmates are burying themselves w/ textbooks & stuff while I am reading this book. --> DIARY OF A WHIMPY KID <--- which is cool btw.

NEXT TOPIC.

I made my comeback in GUNZ 24 hours ago- it's very boring already. I dont know what happend w/ lots of lagging- & cheating in the game well-- dhud. the management totally screwd up the security level.
For my 2 years of playing & considered myself loyal to the game, I dont know if I'll like it now than back then.

ANYWAY.

Im broke today man no money at all..so poor..Im very very BROKE. I can't withdraw my 500 pesos in that ATM thing! err.., DANG. haiiz..

ANYWAY. advance pe berday to STEPHANIE TABALONG, DIANE TAMONDONG & RAICHELLE AGOYAOY!

WOOOO- @___@

My dormates had this birthday party with all the drinking & cigarrs.
I hate the second one.

POO. anyway-while chatting w/ stephy- my dormates came in & invited me to drink w/
them, since they're being nice & all ..I totally gave in.

I actually drank the whole glass. not a shot but a glass @______@
Okay, then I drank 2 glasses..

Oh. i think it was Tanduay(alcohol) w/ a particular juice?

it tasted bitter somewhat sweet, dont know =___=
then I just felt "mainit" then I felt dizzy but I knew Im not drank & all.
But I did have this feeling that my mind became broad as if I want to say anything like anything random or stupid.

Then we suddenly talked & ate Ka. told us we will have a morning walk tomorrow.
& Bliy said we will wake up at 4 in the morning. and i said we will jogged at 3.

ate KA: LETs have a morning walk tomorrow!
BLIY: YEA YEA!! lets wake up at 4!!
me: YEaah!! then lets start jogging at 3!!

lol. We didnt even think that was typically wrong use of future-past phrases-
or whatever we called that thunggy,,.

anyway. I wont drink again. IM currently here in my room-
I'm really very dizzy right now. and i am chatting w/ stephhy at the same time.
& i can't see the screen clearly..OHMDAA! okaay- im going to log off before I say anything stupid..

ughh,..i want to eaaaaaAAT!! T___T
I'm so hungry man.
& my eyes is so red. eehhehe...I felt like Im yuKI from VAMPIRE KNIGHT anime..
egehhehe..
OHGUUAGHHH... Okay- I think i should go to sleep.

I'm so busy these days-
with all these reports, quizzes and crap @___@

Oh..wait..it's raining heavily...
ohm. now it slows down.
Okay, It's kinda weird here in MSU- where it's like
the RAINing schedule here starts at 1:30 & stops at quarter to 4.
I could even predict when will it starts - cool huh.

Anyhow. This is the only time I got- 45 minutes.
And the rest of my weekdays will be spent on SCHOOL DAYS. @___@

CAn't update my blog much T____T
ohbytheway. I wanna greet my friend STEPHANIE - a happy happy BIrthday !
Her birthday will be on JULY 13 :)
ehehhe... she's so old already man. hahhaha :))

Okay- Ah..okay- just want to say I REALLY MISS MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.

It's so nostalgic T___T
though I minimized myself from being emotional these days :P

It;s just that- I know i have new friends here and all that-
Okay... maybe not friends but acquaintances
except DONA AND EVENGELINE - coz they are really my friends.

Anyway-besides that Im so going to be alone for the whole semester.
my new 2 friends are in 3rd year- & I can see that they are really busy at their thing, SO i rarely see them during weekdays.
T___T I really miss my friends.
hope they are here w/ me- it would just totally complete my day.

I miss them.

POOF. I hate this. It's already been 2 days. I miss my fave LUMI (noodles).
Ugh, Earlier I went to ask my dorm mate to buy me one- & yeah she did- but it wasn't my LUMI.. huhu... Though I ate it coz it'll be a waste if I didn't.
CHUCHU~ >__< The restaurant is way too far from our DORM- huhuhu, im so lazy to go there. bah, & now I ended up unsatisfied coz I ate the wrong noodles.. *sniff*

Oh yeaa .( ￣っ￣)
by Next Saturday- Im going to post some pictures here- mostly places that I favored here in MSU. ehehhe...pictures.pictures. ﾊﾟｰﾝ

Oh..er..next week will be our PRELIM Exam. x__x study time again .

& I almost forgot.
I was dreaming earlier about LILO and STITCH.
I wonder what it means.- I was the one eyed alien in my dreams @___@

so so weird.

LOL. I've just realized that all my blog titles- doesnt really make sense.
@___@

k.bye.

Sometimes, i WONDER...

If at that time- If I confess that I like him- what would happend back then?
If at that time- I overcome my fears, Well I'll be contented then?

I sometimes regret the things that I did'nt do. and. Im just stuck from all these wondering & wandering.

Years ago, before I went to SAudhi (abroad). I prayed to God that night, that if ever I will see him again- I will confess to him. & the day before my departure- I did see him- but wasn't able to tell him how I really felt.


To be honest, I only have 1 crush my whole life- besides anime.
It's very weird, but somehow- I just couldn't comprehend to forget him- & well yeah I already forgot his face- coz it's been almost five years...

And after this post, I will try my best to forget him- his portrait & name.
I really have to move on- I can't believe a simple crush like this goes on forever.
It's so hopeless and stupid.
It's so stupid to the point where the only thing you can do is sigh all your regrets.

and Im going to say this one last time.
SARANGHEEYO Delman J. M. & wherever you are right now- I hope you are okay.
& eventhough your so charming and all- I really have to forget you.
& I dont like you anymore.

Sabi ng teacher namin sa Filipino,
bakit daw, pag nag FFS ang salitang ENGLISH ang ginagamit at bakit kung nagbblog ENglish parin ang ginagamit.

At sabi ko "coz its cool". Mukhang nainis ata siya sa sagot ko.
Kasi nman - yung ENGlish world wide at tska whatever man, don't have to explain the blablah reasons.

Ewan ko bah bakit ngayon nagtatagalog na nman ako.


Anyway, Kanina nung bumubili ako ng ice cream may nakita akong kahawig ni Delman,
& unconsciously I was staring at him- naku, para akong stalker ..haha! eh kasi naman ang haba haba ng pila dun sa icecream @___@
tas yung mga kaibigan nya bigla nalang akong nilapitan- cguro nahahalata nila ang aking staring mode.

sabi nung isang guy:
"can I have your digits?"
sabi ko nman: "uh? wala eh"
yung guy:"sige na" tas nag wink xa.
mga ilang seconds, nag wiwink parin =___=''

mukha talagang pervert yung guy, sa kaka pilit nya nainis ako.
sabi ko sa kanya "TARANTADO, aalis ka ba o anu?!?"
ayun umalis siya tas nagtawanan yung mga kaibigan niya.
Grabeh tlga.. DIGITS means CELLPHONE NUMBER. DUH.

Anyhow, kanina bumili ako ng mga gamit- nang may nakita akong napakagandang bakla,
grabeh tlgah man- dudugo na ilong ko..POOF. mas talo pa niya ang babae umayos,
siya lang yung tinitingnan ng mga tao sa store. haha. ang haba ng hair niya ah.

anyway.bye na- kakain pa ko ^.~

As I was bloghopping - & I've heard some news about KC and KHO's sex scandal- and was curious if they really did it..haha.. as te, big kong sabihin na kinconfirmed ko kung totoo ;)
di ako nanuud ah.. baka kala nyu.

Anyway, d ko napanuud kasi na disconnected ako. I mean- may isang blog na nakita ko-
& there was this pop-up questioning you if you're 18 & above. natawa ako... sabi ko NO.
haha.. 18 na pla ako nuh :)) at pagkatapos nun, tsaka ako nadisconnected.

anyway. Merun pa akong nakita- yung questionable na balita na magkakaroon ng METEOR GARDEN version sa Pilipinas at bida daw si Sarah Geronimo at si John Lyod.
Para sakin, hindi bagay- kasi parang "wtf? anu ??!" <-- parang ganun na nga.

AY NAKU. di ko na mahanap yung blog na yun. poof .

Anyway, I didnt know why I write in our trdaitonal Tagalog word today- it's just that
nagsimula lang akong magtaglog, tas ayun tinuloy ko na lang... gusto ko rin sana mag bisaya pero. wag nalang.

sige, matutulog nako...ako nalang gising dito.
at sa pa, gigising ako bukas ng maaga kasi may klase kami.
okaay, napapagod nakong magtype. bywwee na @__@

WAAA!!! I woke up late today!! - I was 5 hours late in my class ..huhuhu T______T
So, I didnt go... I knew I should be early but everyone were not sleeping because its saturday - & I couldn't sleep too *sigh*

Im not going to do it next time.. I mean yeah..there should be no next time... I must do my best!

& i have so many left overs left from last night's party... =__=''
OKay, I'll have to start eating.

bye

Ahem...
as far as i know, today is the best day I ever ever had.
I was kinda shock and overwhelmed...
haha... Can't believe it man, Im already 18 :))

Anyway, first of all. thankyou to my family and to my friends...
I love you all guys. *sniff* eventhough we are so far from each other,
you guys still remembers me-- Im so moved by the greetings & specially my friend Stephanie, who gave me this cute online card that she made. Thankyou stephhy! arigato! i really like it! ^____^



and earlier this morning, I was shock coz i got 20 messages from friends & even from my not-so-close classmates- :3


thats probably the effect of the 18th birthday...haha!
& my aunt called me yesterday to go to Cagayan for my birthday celebration & there will be this so called traditional 18 roses & candles
& my other crush will be there ..but..huhuhu.
.i chose to stay here instead & I didnt regret it either.

Oh yeah, & also my friends here in MSU surprised me--

it was fun, they even drew me a panda. lol... it was kinda touching and all.. huhu..
thankyou guys ^___^


And again. thankyou all.

I'm 18... hmm... hehehe...
I have many things to say but I'll skip the drama part. lol.
You know, how I get so emotional sometimes :3

I'm officially 18 years old. and I could drive?
I dont know the advantages of being 18 man-- but Im 100% sure that we're getting older..
huhuhu... So, as I always said. "LIFE IS SO SHORT- SO STOP THINKING BOUT JYUN PYO ALREADY" hahah... just being randomm again :3

Ohh WOoo... I felt tired already.

KK! byee! ^.~

Laila bagasina, 17 years old first year college, studying in MSU love pandas , kawaii and cute stuffs. Im halfly arbitrary and happy go lucky. 99% introverted. grumpy ,cautional,& moody as what said in my blog url teehee

FRIENDS ONLINE scrapbook by stephy ;) Steph 2 Lorraine Isabel Lyra Raichelle



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