Diary~♥

Thursday, January 14, 2010 |3:40 AM

So… lol, my free time I am watching GG…again.. ehehehe.. and my friends are kind of pissed off already since I’ve been replaying GG over and over again ^___^

I don’t know,maybe I am obsessed already.. okay, that was a strong adjective..let me change that.. maybe I am fan who likes GG so much.

I'm such a cliché. Anyone who knows me knows that I'm a sucker for characters that are seemingly tough and 'bad' but get to show their vulnerable side. The fact that people find difficult to believe. That kind of people fascinates me, and these 2 characters CHUCK AND BLAIR are so mean and yet you can’t stop loving them J I am so shipping them, I can’t seemingly find any words to actually describe or promote GG. people would ask me- if its good- & I would excitedly answered & rambled until they got confused & NOT MY FAULT.

Anyway, enough about that.

I, well… its raining today, I hate rain sometimes, it makes me sleepy & gloomy for the entire day.

Uhhm… I am going to study now.

stupidity will always fail you...remember that.

Friday, January 8, 2010 |9:18 PM

#$$#@$$@#$@#!!

BEAT THAT! effin testpapers!! okay, seriously, I, being reckless and just STUPIID answered the questions in the testpaper & got rambled the answers to the wrong questions! I mean who does that?!! STUPIDITY is just stupid. This day suck my day a lot. =__=''
I got it all prepared & since I was prepared and all- i got excited and mess everything up.
IT was multiple choices,our teacher gave us this answer sheet with circles and a,b,c,d, above it- little did I know that letter D didn't exist in my testpaper- so i got pawned.
I didn't notice that our teacher prepared a tricky part about stupidity too. NAG.NAG.NAG.!

Damn. I want to overrant my blog so much- but.. im gonna spare this for my journal later.

ANYWAY.ANYWAY.

ME and my acquaintances had a discussion about meeting new people.
Some wants to meet other people & some don't because they already knew more people & said it is already complicated ( they were probably talking about actresses and actors. HOLLYWOOD.)
& I told them, I want to meet people that are weird and interesting unlike some average people I met everyday. I didn't know what I said back then, but they are pretty not amused by what i just said @_@

I mean come on people, life is like a journey baby, you walk & meet different kinds of people, some are ass, some are half-assed & others are just others. You shoudn't be close minded because they are unknown to you & all.
But of course, You should be more careful, some people are just out of their mind.
TRUST me, I've been there & ~~done it~~.
I think most people stick to people that they knew because of this horror psycho movie that people invented which reveals the fact that there are people who are sadistic & who make your life miserable. That kind of people are the kinds we don't want to meet.

Anyway, i don't know where this is going but as I was saying...

Decades ago, we had this new transfereed classmate who is so quite and IMO (in my opinion) is so emo & weird. Days later, no one seems to notice him, i mean, him. being with friends.
& i was so curious why he's sitting alone during recess & my frienemies teases him everyday..
In our school, you cannot wear slippers or anything that is not pleasant according to social climbing brats- & when you are not above average-you are either the center of their mocking or you are nothing..
back then I dont know how to differenciate a mean joke & just having fun, so I didnt mind.
& one day, my teacher partner-ed me up with him, & my friends make a fuss about it.
I was so self-centered back then, I didn't want to know him..at all.
But there are instances where I find him weird- in a good way, his a silent type- sure, but when you get to know him- his a lot funnier & he likes my fave anime.
we became friends, & i went to their house to have lunch together, & then we came to the part about his family problem & him being downed by my classmates- it was one of those tv dramas you see on tv & it was the part where i could just feel the misery from him.
Then one day, he was gone. I do not know what happend but I kind of know why.
Our teacher scold us or more like a sermon about being not good to someone is a bad thing,
she told us the story why he left & it was a sore-eye that some of us cried & since then,
jokes were minimized, & he had influenced us or my classmates - that before you judge you have to know that person.

OH. am I doing the dramatic thing again? o_o
LOL. I AM whatever :)) anyway, my point is- just because other poeple are different than you or they behaved different than you -there are probably some reasonable reasons behind it.
SO.YEAH.

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talks about PBB & shz

|6:00 AM

It's 10 in the evening, and by this time, all of my housemates gathered together to watch PBB (pinoy big brother) & even our landlady who I believed to be ~~grumpy~~ & who only likes NEWS actually watch PBB, this is one of the hit-reality show slash competition slash funny sitcom in the Philippines & everyone knew and everyone talks about it for like Eveerrrry conversational topic they will encounter.

So, I tried to watched it last Christmas break, and i didn't like it at first, then I tried again,
& I realized--. It was funny & I like every little details about JASON AND MELISSA & the others are irrelevant. But then again, I am not really into those shows, I prefer MTV, or American series who kicks ass directly to your brain. I like Philippines series too ( who doesnt?) but the difference is I don't watch it- but i like it... hehehehe ^___^''

Ohh well, I got bored talking about PBB and such & it didn't even took 15 minutes- but i like it kaay? I just don't wanna talk about it (but i want to write about it)- :P

ANNNYWAY...

me and my friends went out after our classes, & we walked around the campus while eating banana-cue. Then this effin child appeared right in front of me and screamed, & to my alarm I screamed- not only that i screamed, but it was like die-hard scream as if someone axed my head off- everyone stared at me =__=''
this primary ape boy did the same thing to me last year, GAWWD! if i saw him again-
I swear Im gonna say rude things to him that he will never forget.

YOU AREEEE UGLYYYY!!!!

I believe he won't believe that- but the hell, that kid gets on my nerves >___<

*sigh* TOMORROW is SATURDAY!!! I am supposed to watch HOUSE season 6 e 5
but I have class for the whole day, & major exams are lining up-
GASSh! can't wait for summer break already!
2 more months to go....2 more months.... @__@ I-I cAAAN DO THIS!!

BTW, we have a MAGICAL NIGHT party next month.. WOOT- i love my college life :)
& we have this requirements thingy to wear magical outfits for the party, & I WILL BE...
a fairy ;)) though, before that event... I will currently start my booze up to learn some shitty 100 pages about random facts of I dont know what.

So, after blogging...Im in, with my books, pens, papers & music in the background.

CIAO. XOXO.

oh whatever

Thursday, January 7, 2010 |8:08 AM

SO, I planned last 2 months ago, that I won't blog anymore coz I have tumblr, & facebook, & Its pretty much time consuming,BHHHUUUT theen- I miss blogger T___T

anyway.

COLLEGE life is so amazing (i thought), no parents- you won't be pressured to wash your dishes, i mean you can like wash it after a year & no one will scold you, plus,you can stay up all night & having an ATM card lying there is so drooling,and,and! College life have so much free time- & mostly some teachers doesn't care if you are late or texting in class & I thought- It was the perfect thing for me- but THEN it wasn't.

I really had a difficult time coping last semester, I have my laptop, my 24 internet,my allowance,everything is in the right place but besides that freedom- I was in so much trouble.
I took everything for granted.. I stayed up late, roaming around the net,spending too much with my newly friends & I buy this and buy that, & stupid enough to take easy on my studies, and I was always late due to procrastinating & staying up late- & I always compare myself to-who-doesn't care-if- they- fail people
& I was like okay if I failed on this quiz- then better luck next time.

& then I saw my GPA, I wasn't really expecting (eventhough I slack much,) besides everything that I did, I did studied if major exams comes up.I didn't fail though, but My GPA is like so average & It was so nerve wracking to tell my parents about it, I was scared.
& I realized that if this goes on, I dont know what will happen to me- & every negative thoughts that I thought was so scary... I was scared.
SO, there- I slept early around 12 (very early for me) & i tried to change my spending habits, & every thing followed.

TOo much freedom sucks sometimes. ughh.. Now, i kinda miss my family back home T__T

AAAANYHOOOW.

I was supposed to blog about my fave American series GOSSIP GIRL & HOUSE.
but instead I blablablablahh....
Seriously though, to the people who reads my blog, & who spends so much on the computer than in real life, I think you should enjoy more in your social activities, join some sports or do things with your friends & such, be an extrovert person.coz you know LIFE IS SHORT.. LOL, i dont know why keep saying these things, lol.. but YEAH, MY POINT WAS COLLEGE LIFE IS NOT EASY!!
& PLEASE WATCH GOSSIP GIRL ;)
lol..

XOXO