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Monday, July 6, 2009 |5:23 AM

Sometimes, i WONDER...

If at that time- If I confess that I like him- what would happend back then?
If at that time- I overcome my fears, Well I'll be contented then?

I sometimes regret the things that I did'nt do. and. Im just stuck from all these wondering & wandering.

Years ago, before I went to SAudhi (abroad). I prayed to God that night, that if ever I will see him again- I will confess to him. & the day before my departure- I did see him- but wasn't able to tell him how I really felt.

To be honest, I only have 1 crush my whole life- besides anime.
It's very weird, but somehow- I just couldn't comprehend to forget him- & well yeah I already forgot his face- coz it's been almost five years...

And after this post, I will try my best to forget him- his portrait & name.
I really have to move on- I can't believe a simple crush like this goes on forever.
It's so hopeless and stupid.
It's so stupid to the point where the only thing you can do is sigh all your regrets.

and Im going to say this one last time.
SARANGHEEYO Delman J. M. & wherever you are right now- I hope you are okay.
& eventhough your so charming and all- I really have to forget you.
& I dont like you anymore.