I am laila

donotmindme

2010-02-09T20:44:00.000-08:00

This shouldn’t be the case, I am not supposed to feel and think this way.

I had my moments of relief that I knew what I want- & later I found out I don’t want it.

My life should be simple, but why do I complicate myself this much?

I am supposed to know my dreams, look & achieve it… but why do I feel so blank, still figuring out what do I really love to do, sometimes I think that people invented this field of work-because they don’t have anything else to do & money comes around with it, & probably true.

I am in college now, I had my 4 years of highshool & I felt I wasted it for not actually making an effort for my college plans. *sigh* I don’t know where I am going with this, but my life sucks sometimes, & my thoughts were jumpy & sluggish at the same time, skipping from subject to subject only because by the time I got to the middle of a thought, I forgot where I’d started or where I was going,..I felt so lost. Though I may not appear that way… but I am.

I can’t even share this with my friends ,or even wishing to. I’m such a cliché , but sometimes, I wondered If I am gonna stuck being like this, no goals, feeling like I live my life a hundred times over. I felt heavy & unworthy for me, my friends and my family… I just hope that when I look past this blog 5 years from now- I will laugh & telling myself what was I thinking being dramatic emo & shit…

& I want to live my life..fully.

MEAN MEAN MEAN

2010-02-09T09:34:00.000-08:00

SO, uhhmm.. hi bloggy of mine. I was kinda depressed a while ago..,you see, we had our midterm exam last meeting in my Accounting class & I thought I figured out most of the questions, but theeen that’s what I thought

i hate the thought that the test was easy and I failed it. FFFUUU! Anyway, the second reason why my day sucks today, was when my Philosophy professor asked us different kinds of...errmm,okay, I don’t know what it was—but anyway, she was looking all over us, grinning- I was probably the only one who thought was kinda creepy…

& everyone was like opening their books for answers & stuff, & when I was about to look for my book, when I realized I left it in our PE locker room, so I screwed up, & here goes the torturing part, where she happily chooses her student & asked them things you’re not even sure if its in the book…

While she was smiling & looking around to point out the unlucky creature, I was like..

“Please don't pick me, please don't pick...”

… & then she chose ... ME

“WTh?!..cc—craaap!”

& then she asked me ( I don’t know what it was…)

So I was like staring, and rambling my own answers when she asked me why I didn’t hands up.

I don't know the answer. That's why my hand isn't raised.DUH.

So, I ended up having the epic failure grade for the recitation part, & then this girl beside me laughed about I-don’t-know-whats-the-funnny-part- that ive said…& she didn’t even care to stop…

“Bitch SHUUUUDDDDUPP! becoooz me want to bittttccch-slaaap you!! I didn’t said that though..

anyway..

I watched the MEAN GIRLS movie again… (I was depressed… and then WHOOOLAA! I’m back to my happy mode again..)

AND I lurve this part where this coach guy …..said.

"At your age you're going to have alot of urges. You're going to want to take off you're clothes, and touch each other, but if you touch each other, you WILL get chlamydia....and DIE." "Alright chlamydia" *Writes on board* K-L-A...

and...

"SHUT UP!!!" ......" i didn't say anything."

"Im voting for Regina, she got hit by a bus."
"Im voting for the Girl that Pushed Her"..

Karen- "oh my god she's so annoying"
Gretchen- "who is?"
Karen- "who's this?"
Gretchen- "...Gretchen"
Karen- "oh just a sec...OH MY GOD she's so annoying!"

lol ;) this really cracked me hard like LOL :)), it never gets old =))

GG

2010-01-14T03:40:00.001-08:00

So… lol, my free time I am watching GG…again.. ehehehe.. and my friends are kind of pissed off already since I’ve been replaying GG over and over again ^___^

I don’t know,maybe I am obsessed already.. okay, that was a strong adjective..let me change that.. maybe I am fan who likes GG so much.

I'm such a cliché. Anyone who knows me knows that I'm a sucker for characters that are seemingly tough and 'bad' but get to show their vulnerable side. The fact that people find difficult to believe. That kind of people fascinates me, and these 2 characters CHUCK AND BLAIR are so mean and yet you can’t stop loving them J I am so shipping them, I can’t seemingly find any words to actually describe or promote GG. people would ask me- if its good- & I would excitedly answered & rambled until they got confused & NOT MY FAULT.

Anyway, enough about that.

I, well… its raining today, I hate rain sometimes, it makes me sleepy & gloomy for the entire day.

Uhhm… I am going to study now.

stupidity will always fail you...remember that.

2010-01-08T21:18:00.000-08:00

#$$#@$$@#$@#!!

BEAT THAT! effin testpapers!! okay, seriously, I, being reckless and just STUPIID answered the questions in the testpaper & got rambled the answers to the wrong questions! I mean who does that?!! STUPIDITY is just stupid. This day suck my day a lot. =__=''
I got it all prepared & since I was prepared and all- i got excited and mess everything up.
IT was multiple choices,our teacher gave us this answer sheet with circles and a,b,c,d, above it- little did I know that letter D didn't exist in my testpaper- so i got pawned.
I didn't notice that our teacher prepared a tricky part about stupidity too. NAG.NAG.NAG.!

Damn. I want to overrant my blog so much- but.. im gonna spare this for my journal later.

ANYWAY.ANYWAY.

ME and my acquaintances had a discussion about meeting new people.
Some wants to meet other people & some don't because they already knew more people & said it is already complicated ( they were probably talking about actresses and actors. HOLLYWOOD.)
& I told them, I want to meet people that are weird and interesting unlike some average people I met everyday. I didn't know what I said back then, but they are pretty not amused by what i just said @_@

I mean come on people, life is like a journey baby, you walk & meet different kinds of people, some are ass, some are half-assed & others are just others. You shoudn't be close minded because they are unknown to you & all.
But of course, You should be more careful, some people are just out of their mind.
TRUST me, I've been there & ~~done it~~.
I think most people stick to people that they knew because of this horror psycho movie that people invented which reveals the fact that there are people who are sadistic & who make your life miserable. That kind of people are the kinds we don't want to meet.

Anyway, i don't know where this is going but as I was saying...

Decades ago, we had this new transfereed classmate who is so quite and IMO (in my opinion) is so emo & weird. Days later, no one seems to notice him, i mean, him. being with friends.
& i was so curious why he's sitting alone during recess & my frienemies teases him everyday..
In our school, you cannot wear slippers or anything that is not pleasant according to social climbing brats- & when you are not above average-you are either the center of their mocking or you are nothing..
back then I dont know how to differenciate a mean joke & just having fun, so I didnt mind.
& one day, my teacher partner-ed me up with him, & my friends make a fuss about it.
I was so self-centered back then, I didn't want to know him..at all.
But there are instances where I find him weird- in a good way, his a silent type- sure, but when you get to know him- his a lot funnier & he likes my fave anime.
we became friends, & i went to their house to have lunch together, & then we came to the part about his family problem & him being downed by my classmates- it was one of those tv dramas you see on tv & it was the part where i could just feel the misery from him.
Then one day, he was gone. I do not know what happend but I kind of know why.
Our teacher scold us or more like a sermon about being not good to someone is a bad thing,
she told us the story why he left & it was a sore-eye that some of us cried & since then,
jokes were minimized, & he had influenced us or my classmates - that before you judge you have to know that person.

OH. am I doing the dramatic thing again? o_o
LOL. I AM whatever :)) anyway, my point is- just because other poeple are different than you or they behaved different than you -there are probably some reasonable reasons behind it.
SO.YEAH.

anyway, visit my tumblr. :) http://magicflakes.tumblr.com/

talks about PBB & shz

2010-01-08T06:00:00.000-08:00

It's 10 in the evening, and by this time, all of my housemates gathered together to watch PBB (pinoy big brother) & even our landlady who I believed to be ~~grumpy~~ & who only likes NEWS actually watch PBB, this is one of the hit-reality show slash competition slash funny sitcom in the Philippines & everyone knew and everyone talks about it for like Eveerrrry conversational topic they will encounter.

So, I tried to watched it last Christmas break, and i didn't like it at first, then I tried again,
& I realized--. It was funny & I like every little details about JASON AND MELISSA & the others are irrelevant. But then again, I am not really into those shows, I prefer MTV, or American series who kicks ass directly to your brain. I like Philippines series too ( who doesnt?) but the difference is I don't watch it- but i like it... hehehehe ^___^''

Ohh well, I got bored talking about PBB and such & it didn't even took 15 minutes- but i like it kaay? I just don't wanna talk about it (but i want to write about it)- :P

ANNNYWAY...

me and my friends went out after our classes, & we walked around the campus while eating banana-cue. Then this effin child appeared right in front of me and screamed, & to my alarm I screamed- not only that i screamed, but it was like die-hard scream as if someone axed my head off- everyone stared at me =__=''
this primary ape boy did the same thing to me last year, GAWWD! if i saw him again-
I swear Im gonna say rude things to him that he will never forget.

YOU AREEEE UGLYYYY!!!!

I believe he won't believe that- but the hell, that kid gets on my nerves >___<

*sigh* TOMORROW is SATURDAY!!! I am supposed to watch HOUSE season 6 e 5
but I have class for the whole day, & major exams are lining up-
GASSh! can't wait for summer break already!
2 more months to go....2 more months.... @__@ I-I cAAAN DO THIS!!

BTW, we have a MAGICAL NIGHT party next month.. WOOT- i love my college life :)
& we have this requirements thingy to wear magical outfits for the party, & I WILL BE...
a fairy ;)) though, before that event... I will currently start my booze up to learn some shitty 100 pages about random facts of I dont know what.

So, after blogging...Im in, with my books, pens, papers & music in the background.

CIAO. XOXO.

oh whatever

2010-01-07T08:08:00.000-08:00

SO, I planned last 2 months ago, that I won't blog anymore coz I have tumblr, & facebook, & Its pretty much time consuming,BHHHUUUT theen- I miss blogger T___T

anyway.

COLLEGE life is so amazing (i thought), no parents- you won't be pressured to wash your dishes, i mean you can like wash it after a year & no one will scold you, plus,you can stay up all night & having an ATM card lying there is so drooling,and,and! College life have so much free time- & mostly some teachers doesn't care if you are late or texting in class & I thought- It was the perfect thing for me- but THEN it wasn't.

I really had a difficult time coping last semester, I have my laptop, my 24 internet,my allowance,everything is in the right place but besides that freedom- I was in so much trouble.
I took everything for granted.. I stayed up late, roaming around the net,spending too much with my newly friends & I buy this and buy that, & stupid enough to take easy on my studies, and I was always late due to procrastinating & staying up late- & I always compare myself to-who-doesn't care-if- they- fail people
& I was like okay if I failed on this quiz- then better luck next time.

& then I saw my GPA, I wasn't really expecting (eventhough I slack much,) besides everything that I did, I did studied if major exams comes up.I didn't fail though, but My GPA is like so average & It was so nerve wracking to tell my parents about it, I was scared.
& I realized that if this goes on, I dont know what will happen to me- & every negative thoughts that I thought was so scary... I was scared.
SO, there- I slept early around 12 (very early for me) & i tried to change my spending habits, & every thing followed.

TOo much freedom sucks sometimes. ughh.. Now, i kinda miss my family back home T__T

AAAANYHOOOW.

I was supposed to blog about my fave American series GOSSIP GIRL & HOUSE.
but instead I blablablablahh....
Seriously though, to the people who reads my blog, & who spends so much on the computer than in real life, I think you should enjoy more in your social activities, join some sports or do things with your friends & such, be an extrovert person.coz you know LIFE IS SHORT.. LOL, i dont know why keep saying these things, lol.. but YEAH, MY POINT WAS COLLEGE LIFE IS NOT EASY!!
& PLEASE WATCH GOSSIP GIRL ;)
lol..

XOXO

COLLEGE LIFE and blablahblah

2009-11-22T04:54:00.000-08:00

WOW!

long timee no blog..OMG- imissyou bloggy!! huhuhu i really do! T___T
anyway for the-- hmm... past months- I've been very busy-supeeeerr!
I mean highschool it is- couple of busy-ness moments and add random to that-
but COLLEGE- is wayy different than I am used to, and Ive met a lot of friends, and taking opportunities that I thought I am not capable of doing. and really- I have so so many things to talk about...

but for now. I'm settling to be a TOURISM student- i dont know what will happend from that point, but I-- you know- i also do like to travel-a lot. During the first semester, I was supposed to be an HRM student but along the complication process I became a Tourism student but anyway, I think I'm going to pursue this- and yes mom, Im going to study very well (if you are reading this which i hope you are not..)

ANYHOW!

For these past few months, I am so and really addicted to this tv series GOSSIP GIRL
Ughh, im so going to die from this sickness.... I think ive haunt everything that talks about this series and I mean all-- to biography and favorites- name it! I am so obsessed already...
and I dont know what to do *huhuhuu*---- LOL xD pretty stressed already huh...

Oh eventhough I didnt mention my academic experience before, well- for starters.
IT IS TOTALLY BORING AND MUCH COOLER WITH DIFFERENT CLASSMATES in every DIFFERENT SUBJECTS, and it also have rollercoaster moments - but this kind of world is more serious than highschool, seriously...

I actually did mature at some point, and I still suck at things which btw im really good at flunking math- anything that involves numbers, but heyy! whats the use of classmates right? ehhehehhehe..just kidding..

anyway, I will try my best to blog these days, hehehe i know i know- Im so boring,
but I was kinda thinking this will be a good souveneir after 10 years or so..

SO SO SO! ohh I love CHuCK BASS!! his character of course..and for real guys..--
nothinngggg... my friends lately are like- so busy about everything including their "boyfriend to be" it is really exciting, right S? hehehhe...

ghe i gotta go. i still have class tomorrow. bye

Goodnight. This is the part where i sleep.

im back and gone

2009-08-05T15:01:00.000-07:00

Hmm..HI!back from business era
Actually, I didn't expect to be this busy when you enter college life but well yeah- it really is.
and for these past few weeks I wasn't able to catch with my BFF friends lately.

I kinda wanted to quit on blogging, and i mean know one really even care about me blogging anyway, so yeah..im going to quit. but oh well ahmm..

SO for these past few days, many things happend... And cant really enumerate them..
I am blogging today coz I wanted to let my friends know about quitting on BLogger.
and i gotta go.

byebye

@__@

2009-07-18T02:35:00.000-07:00

I'm not feeling well today man. I just couldn't understand it coz I've been feeling like I am surrounded by icebergs... It's so cold.~!! X__X

Anyway, my room is such a mess ayt now- *sniff* Thank God my mom is not here..Pheww..
I really have to focus...this isn't highschool anymoreee... err..yeah.

STUDY STUDY!

sdad

2009-07-17T02:30:00.000-07:00

Erm... pwedeng di muna mag English ngayon?.. hehe kasi nakakatamad mag English at tska di ko rin feel ngayon . Anyway, bukas na ng hapon yung practice namin sa ROLEPLAYING!..
Grabeh kaya- ang rami ko pa nmang lines at yung ka- partner ko dun ..
naku, hanep.!*hehehe* baka dudugo ilong ko nito.. ENGLISH PA NAMAN. mabubulol na naman ako...
KUng pwede lang di ako pupunta, kaso err.. di rin pwede kasi malapit sa boarding house ko yung lugar na pagprapracticin namin.. WALA akong Takas.

Problema lang talaga yung M. na yun, bat ba may mga gwapo?!?
LOL. iba kasi yung pag ka radiant nya-masyadong dreamy. err.. anu ba naman pati ba nman sa blog ..err..OKAY- END OF TOPIC.

Hiizz, naiinis ako- wala akong mapagkwentuhan in person- parang ginagawa ko nang diary to.
poof... Ahmm..

KANINA may nag Hi sakin.. akala ko ako yun, o di nag wave naman ako..
tas yun pala yung nasa likod ko.. LOL. lagi nalang akong nagkakamali dun..Phbbt.
at mamaya mag aaral ako- so wala munang net as possible.

GHE GEH byebye.. magChatCHAt pa ko

view

2009-07-16T14:29:00.000-07:00

GRabeeh gustong gusto ko talaga Prelim namin kahapon!! WHOOO!!
Parang yung mga Prelim exam kahapon madadali kaysa sa long quiz...ah -huh.

NExt week, may Prelim pako sa bang subjects..rawr..sana makapasa akong sa lintik na math nayan,panu ba naman kasi, yung prof. namin... T____T bibigay lang nya yung popsheets & will go like this "OKay, class...study for 20 minutes & we will have a quiz"
para namang..ay naku.. at panu na yung mga bobo sa math?!?
Kaya napipilitan akong mag-aral sa Math- first time talaga..heheh xD
parang recap lang...hahaha..

Anyway, ngayong Weekend may practice kami about dun sa ROLE PLAYING.
huhuhu, natatakot ako dun sa partner ko- kasi naman eh ang gwapo nya..LOL..
hangat-pwede gusto kong lumayo sa kanya kasi pag may tinanung siya sakin-
parang namumutla ako na ewan..tomato face I mean. @__@
WAA! baka mahalata nya- er.. di ko naman siya gusto..talaga..
at by next week din pupunta kami sa town kasama siya- kasi naman siya lang yung may kotse samin- yung sa kanya lang talaga kaya ganun x__x

byebye na..may klase pa ko.
oy, ang ganda ng morning ngayon with all the birds chirping ;)

Yoyo

2009-07-14T02:06:00.000-07:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGG!!! I forgot what I was supposed to blog =___=
poof..nevermind.

Currently, my room is in chaos- huhuhu...still couldn't find what I was looking for & and... I dont know what I am looking for- I know it's a paper- but Idont know which kind of paper -- @___@
anyway.

Amm... for these past few days, I'm watching this anime entitled

LOVELY COMPLEX,

hehehe, it's kinda funny at first- coz this anime is so so beyond my likings -- meaning... Im not into this kind of anime... so it is so weird for me to even watch this...but ..wait.. I dont know how to really express it since Im not finished watching it-and and... I'M KINDA CONFUSE @___@
coz this GIRL (dont know wats her name) is somewhat annoying and well...admiring at the same time.
WAAA! dont know what to say- if you watch it then you'll know what I mean.
---> READ it in WIKIPEDIA <-----

Actually, I am watching this coz I was curious.
Last week, while studying (lol) in the middle of the night-
I heard someone crying & turns out it was my dormate Jelvy, & asked her why was she crying-- & then there she goes about how she was moved about this anime LOVELY COMPLEX=___=''

so there- hahah..
To be honest... I like the anime, eventhough it's somewhat critically weird.
.but i like it YAAAEEE!!

& I saw this guy again- the look a like of my former crush D.
How ironic, coz I just found out that we are classmates in Filipino 1.
& guess what too?....
He is gay.. yeaahhh..huhuhu T____T
LOL. thank God his not the actual D. phewwww...

WE talked.. earlier in class this morning about our quiz..
Oh- I forgot his name =__=
& i found that his gay coz he acts like one-- I mean seriously I was like
T______T
can't even imagine it...I mean- his so cute to be gay!!!

haiizz... this is depressing @__@
kk.. gtg..
im going to watch LOVELY COMPLEX.

byee!

pe berday to s.t. :P

2009-07-13T06:23:00.001-07:00

HELLO! Today is JULY 13th. BIRTHDAY of my friend, STEPHHY :))
EHHE..hehe..! PE BERDAY TO Yah hope ol your wishes come true!
& many many birthdays to come!..TREAT TREAT!! =^^=

STEPHANIE Tabalong is a really very thoughtful kind of friend- I ever ever had&have.
I mean- she has this way of showing her human side to people in a very kind gentle way..
Okay, obtw, Im not trying to be sweet here ;))hehehe... but seriously. WHEN you'll get to know STephhy- you'll be up hearted & she will always be there to bully you around..LOL! jokee
but she does that to me T____T -huhuhu-..LOL.. just keep it a secret..ehehehe :P

People would go like : "oh, she's the most silent type girl."
But believe me-- she's not. SHES so TALKATIVE haha :)) I remembered in our group of friends- we have this intensity of having lots of stories to tell- & she's top of that... & it always interest me =___=''
& she like korean stuff.. & lEE MIN HO x_x

SHe's also very talented in computer stuff- heheh... the one who made my blog :3 hehe..
She's always ready to help everyone..& she have a crush on __________ haha :))

Hmm.. I could fill this blog of mine about STEPPHY STEPPHy.. LOL.
don't know why Im calling her that- its kinda funny..LOL..probably I heard it from Lorraine.. hmmm? o__0

ANyway... WAANNA GREET you my dear friend a Maligayang kaarawan.
& always be happy coz LIFE IS SO SHORT - ANNNDD i mean SHort..
so LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST AS POSSIBLE :) & forget those stupid jerks who pisses you off.
and JA AJA!! ^___________^

I've made this little presentation..heheh..
It was kinda tiring- coz I had lots of bloopers-hahah :))
but its worth it anyway.
& LOL..i know i am doing the "pacute" thing-but eehhehe..no comment.
.... :3 hehehe
Oh I really hope no one sees this man T_____T
I mean except to strangers & friends.
..but people from school?! NO WAY.
they will probably go like this : "WTFF ?!?"
haha..just my theory though. :P

*grins*

LOL... hahaa..PE BERDAY TO YAAH!
& TO DIANE AND RAICHELLE TOO!!
HAPPY BERDAY YAH ALL..
TAKE CARE & ILYIMY <3

kk.. Im going to sleep now man...
I have 6:30 am class tomorrow..& its MATH! haaaaateeee maath x_x
kk..byebey

hsuhasd

2009-07-12T04:00:00.000-07:00

OUr Preliminary exam is fast approaching.. I'm always on my note pin to read my notes as possible as I can- but I can't concentrate man
I'm sure my classmates are burying themselves w/ textbooks & stuff while I am reading this book. --> DIARY OF A WHIMPY KID <--- which is cool btw.

NEXT TOPIC.

I made my comeback in GUNZ 24 hours ago- it's very boring already. I dont know what happend w/ lots of lagging- & cheating in the game well-- dhud. the management totally screwd up the security level.
For my 2 years of playing & considered myself loyal to the game, I dont know if I'll like it now than back then.

ANYWAY.

Im broke today man no money at all..so poor..Im very very BROKE. I can't withdraw my 500 pesos in that ATM thing! err.., DANG. haiiz..

ANYWAY. advance pe berday to STEPHANIE TABALONG, DIANE TAMONDONG & RAICHELLE AGOYAOY!

jujjjjjjj

2009-07-10T09:05:00.000-07:00

WOOOO- @___@

My dormates had this birthday party with all the drinking & cigarrs.
I hate the second one.

POO. anyway-while chatting w/ stephy- my dormates came in & invited me to drink w/
them, since they're being nice & all ..I totally gave in.

I actually drank the whole glass. not a shot but a glass @______@
Okay, then I drank 2 glasses..

Oh. i think it was Tanduay(alcohol) w/ a particular juice?

it tasted bitter somewhat sweet, dont know =___=
then I just felt "mainit" then I felt dizzy but I knew Im not drank & all.
But I did have this feeling that my mind became broad as if I want to say anything like anything random or stupid.

Then we suddenly talked & ate Ka. told us we will have a morning walk tomorrow.
& Bliy said we will wake up at 4 in the morning. and i said we will jogged at 3.

ate KA: LETs have a morning walk tomorrow!
BLIY: YEA YEA!! lets wake up at 4!!
me: YEaah!! then lets start jogging at 3!!

lol. We didnt even think that was typically wrong use of future-past phrases-
or whatever we called that thunggy,,.

anyway. I wont drink again. IM currently here in my room-
I'm really very dizzy right now. and i am chatting w/ stephhy at the same time.
& i can't see the screen clearly..OHMDAA! okaay- im going to log off before I say anything stupid..

ughh,..i want to eaaaaaAAT!! T___T
I'm so hungry man.
& my eyes is so red. eehhehe...I felt like Im yuKI from VAMPIRE KNIGHT anime..
egehhehe..
OHGUUAGHHH... Okay- I think i should go to sleep.

T___T

2009-07-09T21:53:00.000-07:00

I'm so busy these days-
with all these reports, quizzes and crap @___@

Oh..wait..it's raining heavily...
ohm. now it slows down.
Okay, It's kinda weird here in MSU- where it's like
the RAINing schedule here starts at 1:30 & stops at quarter to 4.
I could even predict when will it starts - cool huh.

Anyhow. This is the only time I got- 45 minutes.
And the rest of my weekdays will be spent on SCHOOL DAYS. @___@

CAn't update my blog much T____T
ohbytheway. I wanna greet my friend STEPHANIE - a happy happy BIrthday !
Her birthday will be on JULY 13 :)
ehehhe... she's so old already man. hahhaha :))

Okay- Ah..okay- just want to say I REALLY MISS MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.

It's so nostalgic T___T
though I minimized myself from being emotional these days :P

It;s just that- I know i have new friends here and all that-
Okay... maybe not friends but acquaintances
except DONA AND EVENGELINE - coz they are really my friends.

Anyway-besides that Im so going to be alone for the whole semester.
my new 2 friends are in 3rd year- & I can see that they are really busy at their thing, SO i rarely see them during weekdays.
T___T I really miss my friends.
hope they are here w/ me- it would just totally complete my day.

I miss them.

chuchcu

2009-07-08T03:16:00.000-07:00

POOF. I hate this. It's already been 2 days. I miss my fave LUMI (noodles).
Ugh, Earlier I went to ask my dorm mate to buy me one- & yeah she did- but it wasn't my LUMI.. huhu... Though I ate it coz it'll be a waste if I didn't.
CHUCHU~ >__< The restaurant is way too far from our DORM- huhuhu, im so lazy to go there. bah, & now I ended up unsatisfied coz I ate the wrong noodles.. *sniff*

Oh yeaa .( ￣っ￣)
by Next Saturday- Im going to post some pictures here- mostly places that I favored here in MSU. ehehhe...pictures.pictures. ﾊﾟｰﾝ

Oh..er..next week will be our PRELIM Exam. x__x study time again .

& I almost forgot.
I was dreaming earlier about LILO and STITCH.
I wonder what it means.- I was the one eyed alien in my dreams @___@

so so weird.

bobu

2009-07-07T04:40:00.001-07:00

LOL. I've just realized that all my blog titles- doesnt really make sense.
@___@

k.bye.

wotwot

2009-07-06T05:23:00.001-07:00

Sometimes, i WONDER...

If at that time- If I confess that I like him- what would happend back then?
If at that time- I overcome my fears, Well I'll be contented then?

I sometimes regret the things that I did'nt do. and. Im just stuck from all these wondering & wandering.

Years ago, before I went to SAudhi (abroad). I prayed to God that night, that if ever I will see him again- I will confess to him. & the day before my departure- I did see him- but wasn't able to tell him how I really felt.

To be honest, I only have 1 crush my whole life- besides anime.
It's very weird, but somehow- I just couldn't comprehend to forget him- & well yeah I already forgot his face- coz it's been almost five years...

And after this post, I will try my best to forget him- his portrait & name.
I really have to move on- I can't believe a simple crush like this goes on forever.
It's so hopeless and stupid.
It's so stupid to the point where the only thing you can do is sigh all your regrets.

and Im going to say this one last time.
SARANGHEEYO Delman J. M. & wherever you are right now- I hope you are okay.
& eventhough your so charming and all- I really have to forget you.
& I dont like you anymore.

hehe? hehe?

2009-07-06T03:00:00.000-07:00

Sabi ng teacher namin sa Filipino,
bakit daw, pag nag FFS ang salitang ENGLISH ang ginagamit at bakit kung nagbblog ENglish parin ang ginagamit.

At sabi ko "coz its cool". Mukhang nainis ata siya sa sagot ko.
Kasi nman - yung ENGlish world wide at tska whatever man, don't have to explain the blablah reasons.

Ewan ko bah bakit ngayon nagtatagalog na nman ako.

Anyway, Kanina nung bumubili ako ng ice cream may nakita akong kahawig ni Delman,
& unconsciously I was staring at him- naku, para akong stalker ..haha! eh kasi naman ang haba haba ng pila dun sa icecream @___@
tas yung mga kaibigan nya bigla nalang akong nilapitan- cguro nahahalata nila ang aking staring mode.

sabi nung isang guy:
"can I have your digits?"
sabi ko nman: "uh? wala eh"
yung guy:"sige na" tas nag wink xa.
mga ilang seconds, nag wiwink parin =___=''

mukha talagang pervert yung guy, sa kaka pilit nya nainis ako.
sabi ko sa kanya "TARANTADO, aalis ka ba o anu?!?"
ayun umalis siya tas nagtawanan yung mga kaibigan niya.
Grabeh tlga.. DIGITS means CELLPHONE NUMBER. DUH.

Anyhow, kanina bumili ako ng mga gamit- nang may nakita akong napakagandang bakla,
grabeh tlgah man- dudugo na ilong ko..POOF. mas talo pa niya ang babae umayos,
siya lang yung tinitingnan ng mga tao sa store. haha. ang haba ng hair niya ah.

anyway.bye na- kakain pa ko ^.~

L

2009-07-05T09:24:00.000-07:00

As I was bloghopping - & I've heard some news about KC and KHO's sex scandal- and was curious if they really did it..haha.. as te, big kong sabihin na kinconfirmed ko kung totoo ;)
di ako nanuud ah.. baka kala nyu.

Anyway, d ko napanuud kasi na disconnected ako. I mean- may isang blog na nakita ko-
& there was this pop-up questioning you if you're 18 & above. natawa ako... sabi ko NO.
haha.. 18 na pla ako nuh :)) at pagkatapos nun, tsaka ako nadisconnected.

anyway. Merun pa akong nakita- yung questionable na balita na magkakaroon ng METEOR GARDEN version sa Pilipinas at bida daw si Sarah Geronimo at si John Lyod.
Para sakin, hindi bagay- kasi parang "wtf? anu ??!" <-- parang ganun na nga.

AY NAKU. di ko na mahanap yung blog na yun. poof .

Anyway, I didnt know why I write in our trdaitonal Tagalog word today- it's just that
nagsimula lang akong magtaglog, tas ayun tinuloy ko na lang... gusto ko rin sana mag bisaya pero. wag nalang.

sige, matutulog nako...ako nalang gising dito.
at sa pa, gigising ako bukas ng maaga kasi may klase kami.
okaay, napapagod nakong magtype. bywwee na @__@

>:P

2009-07-04T18:37:00.000-07:00

WAAA!!! I woke up late today!! - I was 5 hours late in my class ..huhuhu T______T
So, I didnt go... I knew I should be early but everyone were not sleeping because its saturday - & I couldn't sleep too *sigh*

Im not going to do it next time.. I mean yeah..there should be no next time... I must do my best!

& i have so many left overs left from last night's party... =__=''
OKay, I'll have to start eating.

bye

my berday.lol.

2009-07-04T06:41:00.000-07:00

Ahem...
as far as i know, today is the best day I ever ever had.
I was kinda shock and overwhelmed...
haha... Can't believe it man, Im already 18 :))

Anyway, first of all. thankyou to my family and to my friends...
I love you all guys. *sniff* eventhough we are so far from each other,
you guys still remembers me-- Im so moved by the greetings & specially my friend Stephanie, who gave me this cute online card that she made. Thankyou stephhy! arigato! i really like it! ^____^

and earlier this morning, I was shock coz i got 20 messages from friends & even from my not-so-close classmates- :3

thats probably the effect of the 18th birthday...haha!
& my aunt called me yesterday to go to Cagayan for my birthday celebration & there will be this so called traditional 18 roses & candles
& my other crush will be there ..but..huhuhu.
.i chose to stay here instead & I didnt regret it either.

Oh yeah, & also my friends here in MSU surprised me--

it was fun, they even drew me a panda. lol... it was kinda touching and all.. huhu..
thankyou guys ^___^

And again. thankyou all.

I'm 18... hmm... hehehe...
I have many things to say but I'll skip the drama part. lol.
You know, how I get so emotional sometimes :3

I'm officially 18 years old. and I could drive?
I dont know the advantages of being 18 man-- but Im 100% sure that we're getting older..
huhuhu... So, as I always said. "LIFE IS SO SHORT- SO STOP THINKING BOUT JYUN PYO ALREADY" hahah... just being randomm again :3

Ohh WOoo... I felt tired already.

KK! byee! ^.~

ah?

2009-07-03T11:55:00.001-07:00

I HAD a long talk with everyone today. *yawn* it's already 3:30 in the morning,
& i was planning to watch horror movies, but... geez... IM so sleepy right now =__=

So, anyway.

goodnight.

Poooff

2009-07-03T06:09:00.000-07:00

Hmm, for the past few days, many things happend, I was going to blog about it but I just have no time- College life isn't easy you know *sigh*.
In English class, we have a roleplay! which I'm kinda excited 4 it- coz my partner is M.A.R.
hehehehe :3 HE is so so cuteee! and a silent type too -I just wish I wont caught him smoking, coz as you all know- half % of the guys are smoking nowadays- which is a very turn-off.

Anyway, tomorrow is my birthday-& totally annoying when your family is always greeting you since the month of June, but Needless to say- I do appreciate it. THANKKyOU! :3

My new friends will be staying overnight tomorrow- huhu...Have to clean the room fast!

& I had this text mate/friend of mine who I really like- but I have this realization that I just can't do it- and we had a serious talk last week about not seeing each other again, and I requested him to delete my number in his cp.
Coz, he was acting strange & he told me that he likes me- not that I dont want- it's just that my one & only interest is DJM-and it's a very complicated story- It seems that I upset him that much.
I told him, it would be ~~more~~ better if we just remain friends.

Haiiz. so much for the drama.
Ohbtw, earlier, I was planning to go to soccer club to apply for their team, when I saw them play & somehow they all knew about this rules chuchu so as a result, I didn't join...haha..I don't even know any single rule & I thought you'll just have to kick the ball & run to the field like a retard.- lol.. but as you can see, it is complicated than that.

anyway, i gotta sleep. still have to--- ahmm... wake up early for my GUNZ,
as the saying goes; "early birds, flocks together."

okaay.byee!!

ehehe

2009-06-28T06:29:00.001-07:00

Yo!

Ahhh... I was almost hit by a car earlier , ERr... It was kind of embarrassing coz this old granny sermoned me I told her I didn't mean it-- but there she goes nagging about not looking at the roaad...geezz,
and-- all the people were looking at me !! so embarrassing
ANyway, I promise to look at left and right directions before crossing the street ...

SO much for that...
Btw, My mom informed me that I will start my brace 4 months from now ...
CAnt believe it man..LOL.

I kinda dont like braces but whatthell anyway ;)

So, tomorrow, we dont have any classes coz we will be having our UnIVERSITY ORIENTATION! Im excited for no reason at all...

okay thaats all for now.
byeeeh

GAAAH

2009-06-27T04:06:00.000-07:00

OHHHHMYYGGGGG!!!!! WAAAA huhu!!
WAAAHhh!!! im So stupidd right now!!

Okay, okay...A while ago, I was looking for my diary & I couldnt find it anywhere!!!
I started to get anxious and nervous and that's why my room ended up like it has been passed by a tornado.. =___=''

NOw, I remembered that I somehow left it in our PE room!!!!!
The worst part was after my class, there will be like I donnu know--
a another and another class?!!??!

WTF WTFWTFTWFTWFTF!

OHHMMG man! I hope no one sees it I hope it turned into invisible notebook until I found it
(IF IF.. i found it)..
#@$%% i EVEN PUT my current crush there!!
~~~huhuhu!
HUHUHU!!!*sniff* *sniff*

PUHLEAASEEE!!!! I hope no one sees it or if they do, i wish they would think its a piece of crap and didnt care less about it! @___@

Now, I swear Im never going to have a diary til I age!

This is the worst worst ever!!

:2

2009-06-25T01:50:00.000-07:00

Ohmm... I was bloghopping to people's blog today. I really can't believe it man, the more I see their blog, the more I feel so "not it the mood to blog" coz they were like totally awesome. I repeat so AWEsoME. and they always make sense- not that I im senseless or anything *hehehe* it's just that I couldn't gather any ideas from my brain- so, Im typically just very very ordinary.

So, let's move on.

My 2 friends went to my dorm room earlier, then we had some chat and watched some movies. Then they went home...

Oh yeaah! I was sleeping 2 hours ago, when I had this dream which I forgot--
but I remembered It was depressing, and without me unnoticing I cried..LOL.
I was tightly holding my panda bear while crying, and it was kinda loud--
that my dormates went to ask me what's wrong, and I was AHHH???

anyway, ahhmmpp..even though I wanted to say more than this--
it's really private, so I had to scribble it in my PREEEcCIIHHOUSSSS diary of mine.
bye.

fff

2009-06-22T07:48:00.000-07:00

hmm...

I thought I posted my entry yesterday....hmm..where did it go?? o__0
pffft..just gone huh?

Well, anyway, I've chatted so many of my friends today, it's kinda nostalgic... it really is..
Somewhere in the conversation, I always felt this sorrowful feeling- even though I act so randomly happy to them *sigh*
Just couldn't comprehend the idea that maybe sooner or later--they will forget me and hypothetically just ignore me...
but--- I hope the ones that I valued most won't let go...

EMO these days :)) HAHA.

Okay, next topic...

WE had class today...
And I really really really like this seatmate of mine in ENGLISH 3
He have such a manly nice voice...LOL...
It's like I could sleep when his talking and I meant it as a compliment... hehe

What else?
Hmmp... I dont really know what to write, I so dont have any motivation about stuff these days. I haven't even watch anime or read some manga =___='
SO bussssy ...

*sigh*

I want to follow the footsteps of Shakespare....
From now on, Im going to learn his poetic point of view...

No, wait... it doesnt mean that I like him or I idolize him..No, no..

and I like Halloween before Xmas... :)

class starts tomorrow!! ohhhwowwweeeee...

2009-06-14T04:35:00.000-07:00

WELL... Our class starts tomorrow...
So, seriously dunnnnUUU what to do

Well...good luck 2 everyone, specially me...

hmm.... ehhehehe and i have nothing else to say..

hmm..that's it ^^''

bye~!

gunzz

2009-06-14T00:06:00.000-07:00

HUWAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!

*kneeling down**
the guy::
PULEAsSEE!! this is all just some pathetic misunderstanding!!

me:
BWAAAHAHAHAHHA!! *evil laugh~~ and draw my kazaana sword**
BWAAAHHAA!! BYEBYE pussycat!!

the guy: PLE-PLEASSSEEE I'm sorry I stabbed you at the back 2 times
and almost hit you by mu bullet but I-I didnt meaaan it! I sweaaar huhuhuhhu *cries til his eyes pops-out*

me: Dhud...=___= your so dramatic, let me kill you already..

When I was about to stab his guts out, this epal gayish mysterio suddenly appeared.

Mysterio:
I Am, AND i AM the ONLY SO popular HERo of aALLL time!!
* while doing the monkey dance**

ME:
=___= *sarcasm* what's wrong with this guy?

since I was so pissed off I shot him instantly.

Mysterio: *looking at his chest*
wtf? WAAAAA!! you shot me!! huhuhuHU Yo-yourr baadd! Mo-MMYYY!! M-mommmYYY!!~~ and he went running like a retard.

ME: *turned to the GUy* *evil stare**
SO, So, where were we?

the guy: NHHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

When I was about to get my revenge,~the unexpected happened....

NAGBROWNOUT NA NMAN!!!!

So, yeaah that was the conversation i made (playing gunz) w/ this pathetic excuse of a doctor sniper who by the way was my subordinate when he stupidly shot me..
Unfortunately, I haven't low graded him yet...
Haiiz...It was a long story...
and that was RPG lines too :3
and Im back in GUnz world :)
YOpeEeeey!~~

P.s. there's also some dance moves in GUNZ... I kinda danced a lot...
but totally crappy. :P

:3

2009-06-13T02:02:00.000-07:00

Today, nothing happend...saaamee oldd daaays...
WEll, anyway. I was thinking of putting ..i dont know, maybe some emoticons to highlight my idea, but it's kinda tiring and it will only complicate myself.
Remember how I suck at editing picx, it is just the same as this.

lala~~

One more day to go, and my FRESSHYman status will soon be stated.. ;))
*sniff* I just can believe man, Im already in college...its like "whaahahhaa?!?!"

I should be grateful..Amen. *bows*

Meanwhile...

While other freshmen were busily looking for their assigned classrooms,
I was on the computer looking at a sub screen, dodging an arrow at one point and ducking an alien/monsters at another.
While they were excited to open a new chapter in their life, I was totally focused on vanquishing the ecclesiastic-monsters palette.

I didnt go to my college coz, as you know...I was very very busy :D

Eventhough, I failed at the first level, I then turned to level 5 for 10 hours ..*tiiiireeed**

After several hours more... I accomplished 10 levels,and eventually stopped.
and visited some sites where I could find some animes and stuff..

When suddenly this FORUM thing did say something - that I am very interested in.

this anime enttiled "CODE GEAS LELOUCH THE REBELLION"
..WEll, if your watching it then we might be buddies at some point...
anyway, I was startled when I heared different rumours running around the internet that LELOUCH is alive...HUHUHUHUUHU!!!
I really hope he is...coz man~~ I'll be the number one to step up in every store just to find the season 3 of it...
though, it is just a rumour, so..i donnuuu :3
OH well..
Remember what I told u about me stopping myself from indulging into playing games...
WEll...
I vowed to myself to finish it before classes would start primarily to prevent any distraction from my studies.
So, Im going to finish all the games that I started since last week.

AJAAJAJA!!~~

While I probably will not stop watching anime, and while I will probably still blog, it will most certainly be not in the same volume or length as before.

& right now, I'm wearing triple socks, and doubled pajamas...
This is kinda weird, coz in this time of year--it should be very humid..
But I've realized during late afternoon, its like winter here...
BbErrRRRRYY cccoooOolD...
Or maybe Im going to catch a fever? o__0

anywaaay.. as of now, Im going to sleep.
or..i could plaaay.....err NO~~ I should sleep...yap..

Okay, before going to sleep, Im going to post this, then read some books,
maybe confront the net about certain animes or about the world or something ...

kk.sayonara~~ ^_____^

YAccchhha.

2009-06-12T03:46:00.000-07:00

I've decided to blog as often as I can

To all the people in my YM,I am begging you,PLEASE PLEASE PLEEEEAAAASE stop sending me stupid chain mail.

It's stupid and annoying and my Delete Key is about to pop off my keyboard.
Not only that but those GM sucks even more!! like DUUUH.
why can't they just PM their #@#!! message. to those who are interested in their blabla topic...**not trying to be rude**

...I can't log off coz I was waiting for someone and while I was playing my game in fullscreen those GM's always cut my happy mode..
I tried to delete them & put their names on the IGNORE LIST, but It didn't work...=.=

I received an e-mail that was titled "11 year old pregnant girl" today and
Then I was bombarded with a story about a 14 year old boy found dead because he was too malas to send an email to 24 people on
his friends list he didn't want to bombard stupid e-mails with.

It also says that if I don't send it to 24 people a faceless girl
named Ofelia will break into my room and totally ruin my face. yeaaah *sarcasm**

Wah the retard who made this couldn't even make up a decent gory scene of how Ofelia will rip my guts out ...scaaaaryyy whuwhu..

anyway.

Once again please don't send me stupid
chaaain chaaain...
Enough already~~!! I'm so blardy stupid you still want to kill more of my brain cells by sending me crappy maails??!?

*cough*

anyway.

;)) Today,after watching Jet li's amazing movie, I went home and wen I was about to unlock the door I forgot where'd I left my key ..
and I was suddenly started kicking the door hysterically like anyone with the deep rooted issues that I had would.

Pissed through and through,I went outside to the front yard to ease my anger management when I was about to return, the gate was locked..

Minutes later...
This Old granny from next door opened the door and smiled at me sweetly,asking me what was going on.
I quickly changed my face from "super blown flared nostrils and shoccking face"
to "smiling brightly and happily like I just w0n something".
I said,"Oh nothing".

He just smiled at me brightly.

So I smiled back...waiting for him to say something

He just kept smiling at me...
it was kinda freaaaking me a little =___=

When his cute little shi tzu doggy came out and stuck its furry little head through the gate,
I tried to break the tension by saying "Oh that's a lovely dog"

he said nothing and just smiled...staring at me with his glassy,old people eyes

*"Omfg what's wrong with this granny????"*

So I said..."So how was your day?" while walking over to the front of my house.
I was scared when he just said "fine" while following me with his eyes.
Running out of crappy thing to say I just turned my back on him and dug through my bag as if I was looking for something important like..
oh I dont know...a can of pepper spray to ruin his face with? **kidding**

The freekiest part was I could feel him-- AND His dog's eyes on my back.
WAH that stupid dog just as psycho as its owner! I prayed that the
Old grandpa would just stop staring already and go back to doing whatever it is old people do.

When I turned back he was STILL staring and smiling!!!!!So I cocked my head to one side,smiled brightly and went "hmm?"
like all those polite anime does on TV .
he then said "Oh well I'm going now.Goodbye".

Cue me crying with joy while screaming AMEN!!!! in my head 10000 times

So anyway, I remembered I put my key in my bag..eheheh..lol. and hurriedly went to my room..
AND now blogging my day...

Currently, Im hearing the screams and giggles from my housemates while they are watching this popular KOrean telenovela BOF
"boys ober flowers" *sigh*

I will not say anything about that, but seriously I prefer anime than the real telenovelas :3

Chuchu..Ciao!

:3

2009-06-11T10:04:00.000-07:00

YO!

Im back ^_____^

Wasn't able to blog because I was busy doing my week old laundry.

SO many things happend these days, & I prefer not to tell yah anything..
BAWWAAAHAHAHHA!!

ahem. anyway.
So, today, I was doing my usual thing like chatting, sleeping and playing pc games.
WHen suddenly *nag brownout* I was like O.O?? waadd haappnd!!??"

Of course I was kinda schock coz I havent exprienced brownout for 4 years now..
lol. & hurriedly went out from my room & then...

*BOOM* it was all just a dream...

ahehhehe,...LOOOOOOOOOOOOL.

Sorry for being random and weird... It's just that, Im kinda sleppy right now and doesnt want to sleep at the same time...

ANyway, i miss my subordinates huhuhu T_____T *online game gang*
Actually, Im trying not to be occupied by online gaming coz ... I will be 18 soon and Im already in college, not only that --its kinda rare for a girl to be a fan of online games and horror movies.

lol
..but cutting myself away from it, is like every..huhuhu..every piece of me is taken away and I just.*sniff sniff*..my life will be meaningless without it... I j-just couldn't live without it...i just cant..:((

Okay, seriously..I will be serious now...

As you all know, about the world wide so popular virus "h1n1" today have been scaring people, not only that but people think its apocalypse, I overheard this guy the other day and talking to his emo friend:

the guy: "dhude, we will be infected by the virus man!!"
Emo friend: "that's okay, my life sucks anyway."
the guy: " oh well... be yourself, but I dont wannnaaAA die!"
Emo friend: "Want to go to the net cafe?"
the guy: "oh kay."

anway, that wasn't the conversation though, I've made it up..ehehhehe...
coz I couldn't remember the lines they were saying, but its kinda pretty similar though.

ANNYHOOOOOOOWWW...

Our school starts at monday... Im so soO soooOOO excited already... :3
I hope that my teacher is considerate enough to open her door to those late comers...

aja aja! :>

Yesterday, I went to the store and bought the new edition COUNTERSTRIKE,
SUPER MARIO LEAGUE and CAR RACING chuchu... all of em, didnt work on my pc.
So, I asked the salesman why why why...

He told me I have to download this $hitty program, dont know what it was, I begged him to accept the cd's that I bought & return my money, but he mercilessly rejected me.. that oldhag..arr..
lol... I was so pissed off...anyway, im totally fine now.

this isss soo gaaay..

Okay,, im going to sleep now.

byebye.

Mediocre

2009-06-03T11:13:00.000-07:00

Many things happend today.
and I couldn't mention them one by one,
coz.... Im slacking myself today
blaaah :))

anyhow,
I accidentally visited this blog of a stranger and seriously dhud, I couldn't
find any boring stuff in her blog, I mean TOTALLY AWESOME.
from the words to the graphics, I absolutely salute her~~
^____^ whooo... Her name is Andriane? 0__0

EH, I forgot. =__=

And that reminds me how I suck at everything, and compare to her knowledge of words,
I'm way t000o suppperrrrrrr ordinary..

not that I complain or anything =___=''
& the part I hate the most was I couldn't find her blog from my History sites..
ugh..bye..lol.

I miss my family. :((

2009-05-30T18:37:00.000-07:00

:((
I miss my family so much...
I was chatting with my sister, and I couldn't stop thinking--
that eventhough we fight most of the time, there's still this bond where I miss so much.
I miss my mom and dad. I miss my 2 sisters and my brother :(
I want them to know that even though Im not showy at all, I do love them as much as I know.

I can't imagine that I'll be missing them this much...
I miss them so so so so so so MUch!!!

:))

2009-05-30T08:28:00.000-07:00

Today I slept for like 10 hours straight. =__=''
I woke at noontime then I fell asleep after I brushed my teeth.=__='
I felt tired,

BUT ^___^ Im so so super energetic today that I couldnt sleep. T__T
*sigh*

Oh by the way, I have this textmate whom I texted most these days.
I forgot his name though ^___^'' but I believed his nickname is SanSan...

TODAY:
I was really startled when he asked me if I believe in the term "Destiny"..
LOl, I kept changing the subject but somewhat it all stop to this topic..
haha..I wont tell all the details, its kinda secret~~ *giggles* whoohoo...
His really comfortable to talk to, and his just way too straightforward.
I mean he even mentioned He watched SASSY GIRL last night, lol...

Oh~ we chatted too last time, and he always smiles in the webcam that I couldn't stop laughing, and his eyes ...ahaha..seriously...
haha...this is kinda embarrassing 0^^0

Anyway, dont gather some wrong information in your head- readers specially my friend out there, It's just that this is the first time I meet a guy who doesnt care about what people think of him,and his always full of topic, and he even watch Inuyasha...lol..
such a weird human.

anyway. I couldnt sleep today so I am watching TSUBASA CHRONICLES today.
and will sleep late too...i think.

kk cyha. :3 hehehe..

P.S. BY THE WAY MY TIME ZONE HERE IN MY BLOG IS INCORRECT, THE TIME TODAY IS ACTUALLY 11:45 PM.
hehe,,i dont know how to set my pc's time..hehe

SCARY.

2009-05-28T18:09:00.000-07:00

LAst night, after making my first bloggy entry, I decided to play SPIRIT BOARD in my pc,
since I was so bored---- like so so bored.

Anyway, I dont mind watching horror movies(my fave) but that time was different,
I was so excited, and it was 11 in the evening, so our dorm was in a pretty quite mode.
Then I clicked the START icon...

Then all of a sudden, my room got colder, my pc is near in the window, so yeah you could feel the cold breeze. Then the background music was so scary and it was so loud that i have to use my headset.

Anyway, then I asked couple of questions...
Like whats his name.
he replied : Antoine
then I asked if his a ghost
he replied: yes
how old are you
reply: very old
how did you die
reply: I will tell you in some time
are you cute?
reply: yes ( i laughed so hard .lol)
where am I now?
reply: in your room sitting at your chair ( i was kinda scared)
where are you now?
(then he didnt replied for like 10 seconds)
reply: I AM BEHIND YOU

After I've read those, I went running away from my room..so scary T____T
and then I couldnt go to my room, coz the game hasnt been closed yet.
So, I texted my friend Sabel about it, then my cp got lowbat.
SO, i was kinda scared coz I dont have anyone to talk to..the second was I could see the dark scenery outside ( i was 1 ft. near to the balcony)
and then I couldnt calm down, so, I went to my boardmates room... and they were all asleep =___='
and there was this one bed who hasnt been occupied yet--- so I slept there..lol.

TODAY:
My boardmates we're like 0__0? *confuse*
hahaha... then I explained to them what happend and they seem to understand :))
they suggested if I'll be scared I should delete the game =___='
but-- i dont wanna..lol..
they were kind enough to escort me back to my room..

haiiiz...whatta night.

kk bye.

lol.

2009-05-28T04:07:00.000-07:00

Ahahha... seriously Steph , for your info Im not that grumpy =___='
BUt ThankYOu for making me this blog...again. ^______^

THOUGH,Im not really into light bright colors specially pink color--
but well,I mentioned to her that I wanted kawaii,
so she brought this pinky background...haha.. Thanks!

CREDIT CREDIT : Stephanie Tabalong. :D

AHem..anyway, My name is Lhla...
I haven't blog for waaaay too long already. coz You know I am a very busy human..haha.
Okay, its like I always use my HAHA effect for like every sentence that I thought it's funny .. haha... =__='

OKAY OKAY. I once have a nice blog, but I forgot the password and all ^___^''
so, as you can see..

ANyway. I have a secret story to tell. haha

As they all know that I went home early (Philippines) from K.S.A.
Well, I didnt really went there.
Instead I went to this place (secret..hehe)
my mom accompanied me for 2 days and she went to Dammam after that.
It was kinda scary at first, but then I met people in every walks of life,
who taught me to realize some things... It's kinda cool really.
for just one month, I was like so matured already, haha.. REALLY.
When I arrived in the Philippines, my mom was really shocked about
my personality, haha.. she said I was so serious and talk like old guys do..

BUt Im really the same though, when I am alone, I turned to normal ME--
I play games, watch anime and write stories as usual.
It's just that when Im with the people, I turned into a very silent type,
and I always pretend I dont know anything,

Other Person: Hmmm..WHat's your name?
ME: I dont know... whats yours?

seriously this thing have to stop. =___=

haha... okay, my story sucks... =___= but what the hell.
Anyway, I miss my friends so much!! I wanna see them again!
But im waaaaaaaaaaaaay to00 far from them, it will take lots and lots of money to
go to LUZON..blaaah >____<*

I have many many things to say, but... Im kinda lazy ayt now...
I blog 2day coz Im soo so inspired by one of my friend stephhy.
ahaha.. yeaah...

So, it all ends here..gotta watch "LUCKY STAR" <---anime..

kk cyah!